| 1.01.2009 |
| What a great turn around for me |
Happy New Year. I was really depressed last night... I missed Mattia so much, I actually broke down and cuddled up with his jacket he left here. I haven't even touched it since we split. But then about 11pm he was online... and the first thing he said to me was "Hi my sweetee," so I was so happy. He stay up with me for New Years and I got to give him my first kiss of the year, and we spent the next hour together after that too. It made me feel good to read the words "I love you too" at the end and to see him tell me I'm beautiful so many times. We talked about a few other things as well that lets me know he still loves me, you know? Just a few comments I will not mention here because I don't think you need to hear it, it's sort of personal. But I'm glad that we worked out the awkward kinks. Anton was right, he is right about a lot of things, I can't wait for him to come to the west coast, he spent New Year's in Time Square this year, lucky!
Anyway, Happy New Year again, I'm glad mine turned from super depressing to very very good... it's going to be a good year I think. year of 09, exactly like what Mattia wears when he plays hockey =P |
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